I found my (*somewhat) journal dated 2013 & 2014.
Interesting that I kind of kept my own dictionary.
Here are some of my (*favorite) words…
attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder
Sometimes i breathe you in and i know you know.
attribute, trans. verb
You give me the kind of thoughts and feelings poets write poems about.
When you hold me i just adfjhskcytfdph…
We serve the same God.
We see each other. And that is enough. For today.
You make it kinda hard for me not to stare.
It’s like i want you to know. But i don’t want to tell you.
Your mixed signals and my thousand second thoughts.
Sometimes i laugh so hard on my own that those around me think that i used to wear straightjackets.
I can’t explain how good it feels to just look across a room and find you standing there.
forsake, trans. verb
Late night texting. You fell asleep. I fall apart.
hands down, adv.
You make my day without even trying.
One night i texted you about how tired i am of working.
You cared enough to send a reply.
keep, trans. verb
Don’t lose what God helped you find.
“Said all i want from you is to see you tomorrow. And every tomorrow…”
One more secret smile. One more shared laugh. One more electric touch.
Sometimes you get things right the first try.
I’m always happy. Some nights i just forget.
The way you say my name.
Being alone with you makes my brain quiet. I don’t have to invent a thing.
nerd, adj., n.
I wear glasses at home.
You’re so woah; I’m so oh.
We’re both clever. And clueless.
There are things worth keeping between yourself and God.
stalk, int. verb
Handwritten notes and letters will never go out of style.
My wisdom-filled phrase filler.
You. Make. Me. Nervous.
You make me feel like so much more than the sum of my parts.
I have plenty.
I said i would love to work in an animal shelter.
I see piano. A musical animal.